Confessional # 7

I have not written a blog post in FOREVER!  I apologize to all of my loyal fans and followers.  (That's a joke in case you couldn't tell.)
I figured we were due up for some confessions so here we go:

1.  I am in a very defeated, mopey, sad little mood today because I went to the O.B. and I am not dilated AT ALL and barely effaced.  I knew I shouldn't let myself get hopeful since I am only 36 and a half weeks and because I never dilated much with Liam... but I did get hopeful.  I didn't think I was having the baby today or anything but I just wanted to hear that I had made progress.  I am so tired of being pregnant and I feel like I am not spending enough "quality" time with Liam because I am too tired and achy to play and do the things I wish I could.  I am just over the whole pregnancy thing.  Sooo - in response to not getting my way - today I am not cleaning or doing housework or completing anything on my to do list and just moping and feeling sorry for myself.  Yes, this is childish,  but I am tired (really tired!) and unmotivated.
 
2.  Today at the doctor there was a toddler about Liam's age walking around and playing and exploring and his pregnant mom was chasing him around the waiting room.  I felt bad that I made Liam sit in his stroller and did not let him get out and play but my back was hurting and I didn't want to deal with the inevitable fit that would have ensued when it was time to get back into his stroller. In short,  apparently the other pregnant mama is a stronger woman than I am.  Oh well.

3.  My mail lady and I have a feud going on.  Can you believe that?  Sounds insane.  But it is true.  She hates me and I hate her.  She hates me so much that she ran over our garbage can last week and left a huge dent in it.  I will not bore with you the details.  It is, for the record, 100 % HER fault.

Sorry, wish I had more, maybe my funky little mood and my exhaustion are making it difficult for me to think.  I don't know.  I read once that you should blog every single day in order to keep in the rhythm and the practice of writing and I think that that is probably very true.  I will try and do a much better job of posting more!